as we grow older, we are taught to put homework first, always. we are taught to set aside our interests to complete busy work. we are taught to indulge in time fillers, rather than doing what we really want. and so then, once in a blue moon, when we happen to have a day of no work, we don’t know what to do with ourselves. we forget what it means to be spontaneous; we learn to sit at a desk and focus. and I think that’s a shame
whenever i do or say something mean-spirited, i fuck up spectacularly right afterwards.
it’s almost like i can hear jesus whispering in my ear…”i told you i didn’t like ugly. you thought i was lying? that i was just playing with you? this ain’t a game!”
So much truth in one blog post….lol!